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21 October 2013 @ 11:11 pm
7. Narnia : Prologue  

R; EunHae;
There was a tale crafted of worlds hidden behind heavy fur cloaks and wood. It doesn't have anything to do with this story. This is denial. At its finest and at its worst.

A/N: HOLYSHET. I don't know what I'm doing and whythefuck is this multi-chaptered but I just needed to get away from doing my real-life work that sucks at the moment so before I kill myself, I want to post something that actually means something to me. I haven't quite gotten the grip of this storyline but nevertheless, I hope you enjoy and tell me what you think, what you want to see and how much porn the world needs. ENJOY!~

"What does it feel like?"

"What does what feel like?"

"Being gay."

There is a pregnant pause and he concentrates on the grains of the table, ashamed of asking his best friend how it was on that side of the spectrum.

"It feels just like how straight people feel like. Incomplete and lonely. But rather fun and reckless? For a straight guy like you, it's very difficult to explain."

He raises his eyes and sees Hyukjae studying him closely.

"Hyuk...what if...I'm not sure but..."

Before he can finish, Hyukjae snorts in laughter. "No, Hae, you're not gay just because of me. I know I said I love you but we're best friends and frankly, there isn't anyone else as stupid as you that can make me look like Albert Einstein. You don't want to be with me and not that I don't want to be with you but you're the kind of guy with the glaring straightness that gay men fall for. Thankfully, I know how bad you fart so I have not entertained such notions."

Whatever feelings of sadness in him disappeared as soon as Hyukjae finished his litany. "JERK." Hyukjae pats him on the head comfortingly.

"That night you came to me after you caught her is just like all the other nights that those other girls have dumped you. There shouldn't be any kind of confusion...you want that white picket fence and that house, you want those children and a wife to welcome you home. We don't have that over our side. It's always a struggle to live day and day out, trying to fit in but not quite getting it right."

"I want to see how you see things. Feel what you feel. Maybe that's why I'm so incomplete right now,"

Hyukjae rubs his eyes, suddenly transforming from the bright-eyed boy into a tired man stuck in an unforgiving society. "What are you trying to say?"

Donghae chews on his bottom lip uncertainly, the alarm bells sounding off in his head and he knows that he'll never know unless he tries anyway. Fuck it. Fuck this.

"I want to...can I...sleep with you?"


A/N: I just wanted to add this one so there's some semblance of a background? Hold on, I'll put up the real chapter next! :D
Mood: crankycranky
Music: SHINee - Hit Me
fishbowlasian3imposter on October 24th, 2013 01:00 pm (UTC)
donghae is such a fail~XD
I really love your writing style!!XD
This is a very nice start...I'm off to read the first chapter :)
uw1m4uw1m4 on November 21st, 2013 06:43 am (UTC)
i am going to stalk you... so you better complete this story...!
does it sound like a threat? good cause it is...! hehehehe... nooooo IT IS NOT...!
hello... I am new reader, glad I found this ^____^
bioticengineerbioticengineer on November 21st, 2013 06:53 am (UTC)
Oh a stalker!! Well hello and thanks for dropping by. I'm glad you found me too! However, I'm not updating here in LJ tho so you can head to AFF for the latest chapter. :)